Wednesday, March 15, 2006

It suddenly got cold in here.
After I read something.
It suddenly hurt, but it wasnt me hurting, it was raw and intense and vicious and I don't know why am I feeling this disconneced empathy.
It scares, too.


I watched Brokeback Mountain.
I need to watch it again to fully understand the delicacy and underlying greatness of it. And Ennis needs to SPEAK UP DAMMIT, but other than that, he's ok.
The reason for the sorrow is greatly due to his inability to express himself I believe. Taking into consideration the circumstances and setting the story took place, his unwillingness to move with Jack, his refusal to take a stab at happiness is justifiable, because it was not exactly an easy thing to do.
It wasn't really his fault, but also his at the same time.
The ending scene had a rather large impact on me, when I took time to ponder.
Something in me shriveled up and died a little at the profound power it held.
It would be advisable to readt he book first before watching though, because Ennis really mumbles. And the subtlety of the film is relayed not in words, but expressions and gestures instead, so there's even less words.


And it bleeds even more.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Nfu.
I love Taylor from American Idol.
NURHAHAHAHAAZOMGHE'SSOCOOLANDCUTEANDAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
His performance yesterday made me want to stand up and dance wildly in the living room, but for my mum's sanity I decided not to.
BLEACH ROCKS TOO!! AHAHAHAHAHA.
But as usual, things always oppose me, and my dvd-rom is FRIGGING SPOILT.
My com hates me, and I hate it too.
:<<<<

I need to watch Brokeback Mountain.
The end of the book, the part with the shirts, was so...sad.
I felt like crying but as usual they dont come out in circumstances like that.
Hmm.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Argh. My dad forgot to pay the internet bills so I'm stuck with no internet till the cheques get processed. -_-
I'm at Baka's house now. Haha
It has become difficult to surf livejournal coz people are constantly walking around.
>_<
Went out with Joee and Hejing yesterday.
XD
Joee aptly named Cloud Cloudy Stamps, much to my horror and mortification.
She proceeded to spoof Sephiroth's and Vincent's names.
I can foresee her been mauled and impaled by Masamune, Ultima Weapon and Death Penalty.
Amen dear friend.
Went to Meridien Hotel (? what is that place called)
Found a nice pair of shades but had not enough money to buy. >_<
Going back next Monday to get it. Oho.

I'm currently addicted to the Bleach manga. Bought 8 books in 3days. That's $40 in all. *is shot*
To think I wanted to buy the TongLi version. *is shot more*
:< Darn. Why doesnt cash fall from the sky?
I GOT INTO NGEE ANN BIOMED!! HOOHAHA FEAR MY PROWESS.
(Not like I wouldn't get in anyway)
JOEE IS IN THE SAME COURSE AS ME!! *dances*
The mayhem lives on for another 3years!
We can dissect tulips together and add polystyrene to Sawee's cactus mix.
Sawee's in NP horticulture. YAY!

Sooey's now MIA, most probably coz' she's cozying up to her GF.
:'( the heartless things attached people do to their clique mates.
BOOHOOO.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

I love being vague.
I should stop channeling all the cryptic vibes.
Lower lifeforms cannot comprehend.
XD


Have been in a Ashlee Simpson/Utada Hikaru/Goldfrapp rush these days.
Interesting combi, eh.
First Love is a wonderful song to sing, and Ashlee's songs rock for sing-a-louds.
Goldfrapp, as forementioned, is aural porn.
I like Taylor Hicks from American Idol. *giggles*
He's...charming. And I find myself unconciously being attracted to older men... ZOMG LINGS YOUR EVIL SEEDS-OF-DOOM HAVE INPREGNANTED ME!!!!
*squees at George Clooney and Bill Clinton*
Of course the pretty cute guys thing hasn't evaporated, both're just...collaborating hand in hand nowadays. Lethal, I must say.


And FF7 is like the most wonderful thing (well, final-fantasy-thing) to have ever been created. *is still obsessing* ( Move over, there's no room for her now, just hot ghei CG bois )
SEPHY CLOUD CID VINCENT.
*scream*
I'm thankful to Baka for kicking me in the yaoi direction. -_-
The wonders piqued curiousity and fascination does to people.
Ooh.