Monday, November 28, 2005

PROM IS IN 2 DAYS!
SO EXCITING!! Nfu.

Haha. Shopping with Baka today.
I got my shoes and bag today!
The one I really reeeallly wanted, was bought by some pilfering bitches.
NABSIO@UQY#E@(*_&$U(*)(*QJDl';p
It was so nice and shiny and cheap (discount, and yes, i have an inner scrooge) and TALL.
It makes me look 3inches taller.
This other one makes me look only 1inch taller. Hah.
Saw this beautiful DMK stiletto. It was a bloody $60.
Why are shiny strappy shoes so expensive!? Injustice.
Sucks being subsisted on a budget.
PAH. IM STILL SORE. *grumbles*

Bought a bra. Did I tell you, I love bras?
The Truimph T-shirt bra is so....nice.
But I couldn't afford it. ( $80! Bloody madness)
Pah. Bought the normal type, which is only $20 lesser.
One wonders, why are bras so astonishingly expensive.
Me thinks, half the money goes to the brand, and me thinks me is undeniably correct. XP
Most of them had MAXIMIZER aka pushups.
Just what i need. >_>
I need to go bra-shopping with my mother one day.
So I can own T-shirt bras. *giggles*

Got a small baggy.
Haha. I think it's so chic.
Maybe it's just me, but it doesn't look it's price.
*inner scrooge smirks and gives a superior look*
Baka got a similiar one too. Different color and pattern though.

I must say this, Bugis Street ROCKS. Oh my god.
I saw so MANY things there, that made my brain short-circuit.
Baka and I were crying for our mothers.
Hahahaha. But really. That place is great. Their accessories and clothes are magnificent.
The former was particularly overwhelming. And the bags! Teh bags!!
I'm going to wibble anytime soon.
And so does Topshop.
Who doesn't like Topshop?
I'm still drunk in the beauty of my dress. *swoons*

Baka forced me to eat Teppan-yaki. :P
Hmphff. The food was ok. Just ok. Haha.
Owell.
Tsubasa 12 is out. Ngaha.
CLAMP Kisekis are so alluring.
I so want the collectible chess pieces.
The FuumaKamui cover! *hyperventilates*
And the Seishirou one! *nosebleeds*

I really do wonder, how do those yaoi mangaka, erm, draw their stuff.
>_> it's.....difficult to wrap your mind around.
Mysteries of life. Nod, nod.

I realised I don't have an eyelash curler.
._.
That'd make applying mascara a tough job.
And the bane of my life, 3 new pimples on my forehead!
O.o
THEY MUST DISAPPEAR BY WED.
*runs around the house looking for pimple cream*

Saturday, November 26, 2005

I've finally gotten my dress.
One that has ample chest space.
To accomodate cursed genetic additions.
Which im going to flaunt anyway,
coz it doesnt really cover the whole thing.
It's a gorgeous black thing, i must say.
Too bad it doesnt look that nice on me.
The perils of being fat. X(

Bought a beaded necklace with ribbons at m)phosis!
Yay.
I love shiny sparkly sequinny things.
*cough, TOPSHOP, cough*
Im starting to act like a magpie.
Disconcerting.
Just bought some chandelier earrings and a choker to match my beads on yahoo auctions. (15moolahs only, altogether! You got to love YAuctions!)
They better arrive in time.

I have to kiss Heidi.
She rocks at fashion-matching advice.
XD

PL-lites are so ignorant. T_T
Haha. We saw many many today, and attempted to smile at all of them, for reasons unconfirmed, because our minds are filled with caprice.
NONE OF THEM SMILED BACK.
Or even remotely greeted us with a arched eyebrow, or nod, or wave, or other bodily actions people do to acknowledge your existence.
Poo.
Obviously, we were extremely affronted at this detachedness.
One wonders if they actually noticed us
or were pretending we were invisible.
Me thinks it's the latter.
Curse you, orotunds!
It wouldn't hurt to be, you know, more affable.


HE WHO ANGERS YOU CONQUERS YOU!
Remember that, fellow fiery-tempered, volatile, uppity beings.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Rant time.


Im in a queer mood now.
It's hard to describe.
One minute Im thinking about red beans and the next about the mechanics of spark plugs in engines.
I suppose it's known as random.
Im also hearing high frequency buzzing in both ears.
I fear.
And I realise it is downright impossible to veer your emotions away from somebody.
No matter how much you will it.
Futile efforts. I have expended wasted energy.
It doesn't hurt to try though.
oo prawns.
To combat this I must understand the human mind.
And when I succeed, it will do much good for both involved parties.
The animosity is tangible.

THINGS TO RANT ABOUT TODAY.

'Arry Potter.

It was hopelessly condensed.
The acting's better, at least from the parts of the main characters,
but the storyline is horridly snipped.
BAH. Disappointing.
Where is the Wronski Feint!
And the sphinx!
Dumbledore is scary.
Cho is irritating. She gets like, 10mins of screentime altogether? LAUGH.
Voldemort's histrionics amused me greatly. He's Oro's 2nd cousin.
There is too little of Fleur. I changed my mind about her being ugly. She is hawt.
And Viktor. I love his accent.
I want the dragons dammit!
Cedric is lousy. Death Eaters have cute party hats. So totally not bad-ass.
Too little Ron! and Rita Skeeter the evil-old-flirt. XD
AND DRACO!!
He's Harry's soulmate so his pathetic screentime is unjustifiable.
Sirius' face. In the coals. Zomg. Is it just me, but I was really disturbed by that.
A talking VOLCANO who so coincedentally has the face of a man brought upon by themiraculous combined effort of mass-wasting, weathering and erosion.
The wonders of nature.
I want to have Fred& Georges' babies.
Myrtle, is funny. She's a deprived kiddo. I feel for her.
For some reason, Madeye Moody makes me want to laugh.
'I love it when they do that' ;)
Madam Maxine looks like Tay Beekee. TIS TRAUMA IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO BEAR!!
Merpeople look like barracudas. If you ignore their faces.
Snape is sexy. Ooh he is, baby.
The flying, never ceased to amaze.
Harry has a sexy scream. I bet Voldemort the (drag) drama queen likes little boys.
(the above comment does not in any way, imply anything about Voldy's fetishes; though his preferences really are questionable, but anyway, any referrence is purely coincedential, so if you are halfway to Braindead-ness, I suggest you stop and turn back now.)
The Harry/Hermione hints?
EXCUSE ME. Harry is gay as everyone can see, he so obviously snogs boys and HBP never existed. You have all been tricked by a treacherous illusion! A publicity scandal!
Hermy likes Ron. So stop those stupidly inappropriate lovelove bubbles. Retching.

----END OF GOBLET OF FIRE RANT---

Right. Big boobs are giant obstacles in the way of finding a dress.
Trust me on that.
Im fat.


And Kingshaw says; 'Fuck to you'.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Bah.
Bio was ._.
Haha.
The 1st few pages were ....
Many people were in shock.
All those that I studied most did not come out. :P
Questions like; definition of Alleles were asked.
Damn I should have memorised that. >_>
How unlucky.
But im still confident I can get A1.
:)

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY!
Oho.
Im jubilated.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

3more days to the end.
*gives those who have finished a withering glare*
Muahaha.
Then true liberance.
O, the things that can be done.

Today is Study-bio-Day,
though i have to say it didn't go as smoothly as planned.
Arrived at Heidi's house 1.5hrs late with Sawee, coz' i was
tweaking my rugged com.
The fact that Heidi lives 100miles away at the other end of S'pore contributes too.
To a large extent, infact.
Played tennis. You see where everything starts to go wrong?
Tennis, and bio, are of different worlds.
But anyway, it is observed that Sawee has poor optic-muscular coordination, judgement and raw brute strength in the context of quick ball sports. I, sadly, am also in a similiar league, albeit more control and actual ball contact.

We finally settled down to studying some Bio.
Did about 12 topics altogether.
My super foolproof devil study method is superior.
2 slaps for every wrong fact/answer/comment.
They owned me countless slaps, not including the 10million Heidi owns me from Prelims.
It is an effective psychological and intimidating tactic, best suited to drill infomation into languid brains quickly.
I know you are in awe at my genius ways.

Random fact: Infection of the meninges causes an illness called meningitis. Viral meningitis is usually non-lethal, though unpleasant; but it's bacterial counterpart is deadly and has a high fatality rate, if treatment is not seeked.

Ok enough gloating and acts of intellect-sprouting,
I just want to say, I will tackle Bio down full-forced and get the highest score for Chem/Bio.
Just wait. You'll see me next year during Founders' Day;
hopefully stealing the Geography award too.
And Baka will become the Dux medalist.
Just you wait, cynical audience!

Oooh prom is coming!
So exciting XD
I can't wait to go dress-shopping, hair-styling, shoe-stealing and manicuring.

Friday, November 18, 2005

My left ear is invalid.
It feels raw, hurts like fuck and buzzes.
I can't sing anymore.
Everything sounds hollow and airy.
What can I do.
Why is this happening.

Monday, November 14, 2005

LA LI HO!

Haha. I still feel extremely liberated, though there is still bio and geog mcq left
It's because art is FINALLY over.
*laughs at the Amath ppl and gets spatulas thrown this way*
I wonder if i would pass Art though. Hah.
Chances are quite low, actually.
I better get a B for it man. Last night i only slept for 4hrs rushing for art.
Bah.

I have been watching a lot of Kyou Kara Maou these past few days,
and I must proclaim my love for it.
It's the most slashy non shounen-ai anime ever.
Oh my god. The blatantness was overwhelming.
Might as well call itself shounen-ai. Muahaha.
Anyway, it's really cute and funny, and my favourite pairing is YuuriWolfram.
They're so much like Sasuke and Naruto, in the aspect of canon-ness.
MUAHAHAHA. Wolfram is pretty and bitchy. So uke. YAY.
It doesn't help that they are both engaged. (accident or not.)
*snigger and winks*

Oh im so happy~!
There's actually anime more hinty and slashable than Naruto and PoT.
PROGRESS TO YAOILAND! *floats happily*

Friday, November 11, 2005

Muahahaha.
I feel so liberated. Is this how Kingshaw felt when he decided to end his life.
O the joy of liberation and freedom.
Though technically it's not really, freedom yet.
I still have Art and Bio. Eeerughh.
Art is sickening. Im so sick of art. Why was my math so lousy in Sec2? Bah.
Bio should be quite a breeze though. Since science is my strongest point.
Moreover I have 1wk more to study, which is more than enough.

Lit was scary, to be truthful.
I froze in shock when i flipped open the paper. Eee.
The questions were, unexpected .
What's more terrifying was the fact that I had a sudden memory blank
and I just stared and stared.
Yes. So i had to do passage-based.
I sincerely hope the examiner is of a open mind because i think i delved too deep into everything. That's never a good sign.
Did poem. The prose scared me. Haha.
Brain was fuzzy, so mental activity was gretly reduced.
Managed to crap through, I suppose.
At this rate, i can predict the horridness of combined humanities.
I'll prolly get a c5 or something. EYESORE!
Gah. My lit used to rock. It's been deteoriating steadily.
I seem to have the inbility to communicate my thoughts.
Which, not so coincedentally, is one of the definitions of madness.

There is alot of unease on my part, about this whole olvl thing,
it's a nagging,looming presence, and it greatly shakens my confidence.
Partner seems to have contracted this disease of the mind too.
So dangerous.
Praytell that this displeasurable feeling is a mere figment
of paranoia and let me get my 4A1s.
Mada mada dane.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

MAHAHAHA GEOGRAPHY IS OVER!
Paper was quite straightforward.
Much, much easier than prelims.
Which is what makes it ever more so deadly.
The questions were so bloody short.

Finished 2 qns in half an hour.
Spent a looong time at the beginning gauging and comtemplating the topics,
evaluating possibile mark leeway and loss and stuff.
Then i realised it had been 15mins and i screamed in horror.
So i rushed like shit for the first 2 qns, and ended up finishing them in
around half an hour, though my handwriting was like squiggles.
I was petrified i couldn't finish the paper. Yup.
See desperation grants you impressive powers.
Realised i had 1.5 hrs left to finish the other 2 questions.
I was jubilated. Haha.
But my obstinance has harmed me.
GAH. The ninny fold mountain question, i was debating with myself
whether is it continental-continental or continental-oceanic,
and though the paper so clearly HINTED CONTINENTAL-OCEANIC,
my act of defiance and pig-headedness made me pen down
CONTINENTAL-CONTINENTAL.
Found out later, THAT THE ANDES MOUNTAINS ARE FORMED BY
CONTINENTAL-OCEANIC COLLISION.
RAWR.
I must learn to stop defying obvious hints laid in front of me.
4MARKS GONE! EEE.
Right. Damn. The forest question was quite scary.
I felt very uneased when I did it.
The river question also. And the mark allocation was higher,
so i chickened and did coasts instead.
Human was so straightforward. Yay.

I need the A1 for geog.
I don't know what i'd do if i don't get it.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

ENGLISH WAS SCARY.
EEE.
COMPRE IS ._.
DUNNO WHETHER MY ANSWERS APPROPRIATE/ACCURATE/ACCEPTED?
AND I FORGOT TO COMPARE THE OTHER POINTS IN SECTION 2 COMPO AND FORGOT THE EXISTENCE OF THE HEADING.
*spaz*
Section 1 however was good. I think i wrote a wonderful story. Yay go me.
And it's my first true story this year, which is a great accomplishment, since for the entire of this year, i have been writing stuff that go all deep and philosophical, which doesn't bode well with MrsNg all the time, despite my perfect language. Ha.Ha.Ha.
So.
I wish sincerely for an A1, though A2 is fine la. Can't be too demanding.
Hoohaha.
English is very important.
Hark the herald angels sing~

Tomorrow Geog.
Man. Scary too. Granted i didnt study very hard this time.
WHAT IF I FORGET TOMORROW? o.o
You shall see me sprawled at the bottom of a hdb block then.
Amen.

Jirou has nice character songs. O how i love Jirou so.
The blatant gayness of Ootori and Shishido makes me tear. And laugh hysterically. HAHA
BRAND NEW DAYS!

PEACEMAKER AND KYOU KARA MAOU IS COMPLETE!
OH MY GOD.

Monday, November 07, 2005

You thought you could save me. You were a fool.


First day of olvls.
Im in a dilemma whether to cheer or shriek and dislodge my hair from it's follicles.
Math was relatively easy.
A1 here I come.
SS is batshit. The topics were so scary.
I was in much shock. Hado choose Venice because I didn't study sec3 at all.
It was not very good. I didnt study Venice, in detail.
More specifically, fall of Venice in detail. Absymal.
SBQ was ok. Hope i can score in that.

My sisters are currently singing Tong Hua spastically.
They are so fucking offkey and they're bastardising the song.
Yuk.

Im going to sleep now.
Chem tomorrow. Yay.
Goodnight.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

In 10 hours' time, we will be facing the one thing we've worked 10years for.

It's inevitable. It's unavoidable.I
t requires your best effort.
Fellows, enter this battle with your mind fixated on your goals.
Dont falter, don't slip, don't look bak, just strive forward with all your ability.
Keep your mind at ease, your psyche is the most quintessential driving force.
Keep it clear, keep it sane, do not aggravate, do not panic, do not be overtly anxious.
Soothe your nerves, and take all things in stride.
Befriend and succumb to the seductions of Sleep,
the whisperings and relaxing tendrils that is Death's second cousin.
For once in your life, it is safe to throw yourself
into the void of unconciousness and be charmed by formless entity.
It is vital. State of mind heavily depends on this surrender.
Do not indulge in futile activities, like resisting the lure of Sleep and taxing your cranial capacity. It is not time to play afool, not a time to showcast your prowess against temptations, not a time to prove yourself to the world, not a time to measure your capacity.
Or else, the consequences are dire.

And of course, believe in yourself.
The best elixir to greatness.
Understand your ability, let it suffuse onto the world.
Utter a soliloquy if it helps, and any other method which elevates the spirit.

That is all i can offer to you people.
The darkness that lurks around, must be banished for a smooth voyage.
I hereby wish everybody all the best, may it be helpful or not.
Good night.

I love Evanescence.


Sore jaa, studytime.


Tomorrow is the day where we'll face our fears.
Requiems and soliloquys abound.
Good karma to all.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Right. This persistant popout fulfilled it's life's purpose, by irritating me so much to
click it and coercing me to see what mundane message it holds.
Turns out, it's a horoscope thingy.
See what i am:

An idealist, you prefer the grand, the beautiful, the good and the noble. You get very disappointed when your high expectations in life are not met. Very curious by nature, you enjoy traveling and learning about other peoples and cultures. Try to avoid your tendency to ignore the small but important details of living. You are independent and free, and you want others to be that way, too. Optimistic, buoyant and cheerful, others like to have you around. You have an incessant desire to learn as much as possible about metaphysics, religion, philosophy and any other broad, deep subject. Your life tends to be punctuated by bursts of energy and frenetic activity.

It shall be posted in punishing pink, because it its popout was incessantly irritating and I have a sardonic sense of justice.

Quite accurate actually, but it obviously failed to mention the opposing sides that are in me.
I'm not perpetually optimistic,buoyant nor cheerful.
Not ever. *smile*
It's the light versus dark logic, however fantasical and cliche it sounds.
And I lean towards the latter more than the former. ;)
Im fascinated by metaphysics.
It's a branch of Scientology by the way, and has nothing to do with (cursed!) physics.
Not unlike manic-depression, which is not a form of depression.

I believe I have finally sponged up enough SS to be satisfied with.
About 2 more chapters then im done.
However, it's rather worrying.
Different schools all spot different topics, this has made me very insecure. Rawr.
This is another reason why, it is so unrighteous for SS to be treated
as a sub-subject, and not one on it's own.
It will greatly lessen the worries and of course gives us one more subject to consider.
Anyway, studying has been bad.
I studied more for prelims than olvls. Tis a very bad thing indeed.
Why have I not let Sawee's kiasusm suffuse into me?
>_> Have not touched Lit and Bio yet. Sigh.
5more chapters through Geog and sort of finished Chem.
Math on mon. O.O
Nerves are tingling. I very much want A1.
But I have not gotten any in that particular subject since.... never.
In fact, the first time I touched a B in these 4yrs, is during prelims.
Dismal.
>_>

Right. Limewire is great, by the way.
It allowed me to find my most obscure songs, like those super rare OSTS and anime inserts.
I nearly cried ok, when i found Tsuki No Nai Yoru. *huggles*
And Baka sent me a few PoT character songs. Yay!
Ootori and Shishido's duet ( WAGGLES EYEBROWS. How insubtle. Those animators really thoroughly investigate their fanbase and know hot to applease them well. XD) is nice.
Hoho. Who would have known they could sing.
Jiroh's songs are bouncy. Hehe. It makes you exuberant, really.
His boundless energy in his lucid moments is very infectious and endearing.
Not to mention, very useful. Falalalala. *grin*

KYOU KARA MAOU --> 52%
PEACEMAKER --> 42%
Lord save the Queen~!

I have a distinct impression that phrase I just uttered is the anthem of some country.
Britain ._.?
Please dont be offended, might any one of you chance upon this. :D

I killed off all the trojans attached my computer just now.
ALL 26 OF THEM. DIE YOU STUPID FAKE HORSES!!
Im feeling ludicrously jubilant now.
I remember cackling maniacally when I purged my com.
Speaks volumes about my state of mind.
How distressingly morbid and perturbing.
Owell, that's another story.
I may indulge in my mind's intricacies one day, when feelings of caprice entice me to.
For now, off to marry the SS textbook.

Jaa.