Monday, January 31, 2005

GO READ MY STUPID SISSY'S BLOG.
Bah she's so retarded.
Her story on Fuji and Yuuta made me laugh like nuts please.
IT'S SO FUNNY.

Out after school with Eva and Shalini.
I talked alot today.
I got to know manymany things.
O i feel knowledged. Hah.
Tralalala.
Ah well.
Eva is giving me mixed vibes.
Hmm. I'm dont get her at all.
Haha.
OWELL.
I dont feel like typing anymore.
:P

MyImmortal._Evanescence

Sunday, January 30, 2005

I'm beginning to believe that I attract perverts.
I met yet another one today.
In the bus.
That BITCH.
ajksfwklahfkwalhgkhg;klgshadoijoiheag
Keep inching to me, and staring at my boobs.
I was thinking really mean thoughts the whole time.
BUT THEN HE SAID THIS,
"It's very bumpy, isn't it." (DO YOU GET THE INNUENDO?)
I nearly slapped him there, that fucking wanker.
I was so IRRITATED.
So i rose my brows at him and said as calmly as possible,
"Are you trying to touch me?"
He was visibly shocked at my statement and I can't help but feel triumphant.
That stupid old indian started talking to me, like we're old-time buddies.
I was twitching madly and you can guess how IRRITATED I was.
I wanted to wring smth. Or throw my fries at his face, but that will be a waste of fries.
Ya and he tried squeezing my particulars out, but HA, YOU STUPID OLD PERVERT, I WILL NOT TELL YOU ANYTHING, AND I'M NOT SOME SCARED LITTLE GIRL YOU CAN MOLEST.
Bah my mind was repeating some mantra mostly consisting of "DIEFUCKERDIEFUCKERDIEFUCKER."
Frankly if he dared touch me I'll punch him, then scream.
Ya and the wanker was talking and I was answering sarcastically,and brownie points to you if you can handle the massive cussing that was processing through my mind at 30000km/hour.
Luckily he got down before me. Hope you get sodomized on your home, bitch!

IM SO IRRITATED.
SoIi'm ranting and ranting and ranting and my mind is full of vulgar thoughts.
BAH SUDDENLY I SUPPORT CASTRATION.
So don't irritate me anymore or I'll bite you.
ROAR.
I'm going to think some over some bloody deaths now.
JAA NE.

AmericanIdiot._GreenDay

Saturday, January 29, 2005

PoT is downloading at an alarming rate.
5 more hours and i can watch!
KYAAA~
(shrieks.)
Anyway, PoT keeps showing those pointless and funny episodes,
absolute crack and chibis, and i died once again from laughter.
Muahaha my favourite #3 Ibu Shinji is always in them.
I'm so happy. (prances)
IM GOING TO EAT NOW.
JAANEE.

Friday, January 28, 2005

Woah. Something just dawned on me after a loong time.
4 tests this week.
Chem-HORRID.
Geog-Err, i frankly dont know.
Math-SUPER HORRID. ( like you will expect anything else)
Chi-HORRID.
How dead.

Today was so FUNNY.
Played soccer for PE.
It was utter retardation please.
Crapped alot with Hilary and Joee.
Wth. Sampans, bananas and exploding papayas. It was pure madness.
LD. Played the most stagnant games ever for orientation.
Was dissing everything with Hilary.
Hilary is so funny, she just makes me laugh so damn much.
MrsNg kept implying things about us. We were like, 'WHAT?'
Crapped more in the canteen with Soo. Hilary speaks like a sailor. HAHA.
I was hysteric. I know so many amusing people with acute dementia.
My life is so psychedelic, you might think i've ingested magic mushrooms.
Trallalaa.

My mum is so fucking fucking irritating.
WTF. Just fucking shut up.
Why am I even giving a shit?

Soldier._Destiny'sChild

Thursday, January 27, 2005

I'm feeling particularly angsty now.
Bipolar setting in again.
I dont know why, why i feel so strongly for homosexuality. ( what a recurring topic.)
I mean, i'm not exactly one, just someone thrust into an unescapable cycle of teenage hormones, a phase that everybody will experiance in growing up.
It's a permanent fixture.
Troublesome? Yes of course.
But it helps, it's a stepping stone into new boundaries and it makes you a stronger person, if you can find the power to overcome.
I guess everything boils down to mentality huh?
Just like those who find it an aberration of nature, there will those who think otherwise.
Oh i understand that very well, the world absolutely cannot agree on one single thing, from the price of beans to politics.
So why am I so affected by it?
I dont know either.
The human mind is so hard to fathom, it's the biggest paradox, and there's nothing more complicated then your own mind.
I ask you, how many people you know actually are aware of everything that happens in your head?
Whose thoughts never ever confused themselves?
That they can fully comprehend and account for all the thoughts that cross their mind?
Try finding one for me and i'll acknowledge you.
Everybody knows themselves so well, but at the same time they don't.
This one of the things people will never fully understand, one of the many mysteries that will be kept hidden for eternity.

FlapYourWings._Nelly

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

I just watched Naruto.
:D
Sakura is so IRRITATING.
kajfaksjfow9orjwkjmfkawmkjmnkasfj983wurj3ipqw50923ujmf;'l!
I was practically twitching all the way.
Cry and cry and cry, get a life bitch!!
She should have been caught in the middle of Rasengan and Chidori and get chopped up into a gazillion little bitsy pieces.
That would do a whole load of fanservice man.

O, and i found the newest grossest thing on Earth.
Instant eggs.
Like yukk, what the fuck?
The thought alone of dehydrated eggs,flaccid and wrinkly is enough to turn me off.
Whats more, the nutritional value must be zilch or maybe even negative.
All the preservatives and stuff added to well, dehydrate an egg.
I mean like, how the hell do you make eggs instant in the first place?
There's got to be more than removing moisture from the egg right?
Seriously doesn't adding water to an egg and waiting for it to gain mass turn you off?
Bah.

OnlyOne._YellowCard

I'm back so early today.
Roar.
Geog test tmr. :P
(Like i would really study.)
Today was kind of rotten.
Chem test was horrid horrid horrid.
Had like 30 mins to finish the paper with millions of questions.
I did not attempt so many.
OH NO! I do not fail chem.
It might become did not this time.
Chinese was so fucking boring. I was reading a book openly.
During Math I got the laughs of the day.
Jeslyn was parading around the class with fake boobs, (made from pe-shirts)
acting all...feminine.
Wah damn gross please. But it was so funny.
MrsWong was so freaking amused, she even played along.
It was just so damn funny.
Chapel. HAHA.
I was thinking really mean thoughts.
For i'm not a holy person and i'll never be one.
And i kept fidgeting. :P
Trekked back to class like quadruplets. Hahha.
It builds coordination and teamwork actually.
Alright. I shall go do something useful now.
Like study.

TiltYaHeadBack.>NellyfeatChristina

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Hnn. The bloody download's back ta 50 hrs.
Twitch.
Twitch.
Keen.
Hnn.

I was half-dead the whole day.
Actually it's more like inert.
Stupido nose was running all over the place.
Art was damn funny. Two periods without teach.
Lizzie was so entertaining.
We wanted to scare him but we failed.
Leow studies psychology. No wonder he's so good at the art critcism.
You know, you need a psychologist's mind to understand many artists' works.
Many are mentally-unstable. Kyahaha.
Can't go too near to him from now onwards. Protect my mind at all costs! Lol.
Heidi told me lots of things today.
Wahahha damn amusing. I was chortling like nuts.
Then we psychologically analysed our clique and the results were exhilarating.
I guess i'm going to pursue psychology next time. Muahaha.
Just wait. XD
My nose is stilll running freely. How annoying.
Bah. Shall go take medicine now.
:P

Monday, January 24, 2005

KYAHAHAHA~
I'M HAPPY~~~
PoT is downloading!!
And just 19hrs more and i can watch~
(Twirls around throwing confetti.)

It was like 680+ hours when i first downloaded.
Imagine my immense grief.

O and i'm listening to my favouritest anime song of all,
MIZU-KAGAMI. (FY Ova)
It has great music arrangement and vocals and the sheer amount of ANGST!
The part where it played during the anime made me weep please.
Yea it was really really sad and emotional.
(Sobbers all over keyboard)
I thought I LOST THE SONG, (imagine my grief)
BUT I FOUND IT! MUAHAHA. I'VE TRIUMPHED!
And I can't resist putting in the lyrics,
so shoot me.
Gotta share the angst, and if you guys wanna hear it, you can request from me. :P
Tra-la-la-la.

Mizu-kagami (translated)
(water-mirror)

If you make even one meeting wrong,
Then even the feelings of love become thorns
The pain I submerged deep in my heart screamed and was revived
Sometimes I try to blame myself, saying "Why did I do that?"
Sometimes I ask my friend, saying "But why?"

[Chorus]
Reflected in the flowing water,a fragment of memory
I swore in my heartI'd never repeat those thoughts again.
Reflected in the flowing water,there is sorrow, so with this power, with this life,
I want to protect you.

What I lost was my belief.
But now, I know love is unconquerable.
Even if it's miserable, and the present doesn't lead anywhere,
that is why we help each other.

Reflected in the flowing water,a fragment of memory
I swore in my heartI'd never repeat those thoughts again.
Reflected in the flowing water,there is sorrow, so with this power, with this life,
I want to protect you.

When I see my heart's shadow in the water-mirror,
that is the birth of love; yet another face.
For all that is precious,I won't turn away from pain any more.
For all that is precious,I won't turn away from pain any more.

It's about friendship by the way, a deep friendship, and how it got torn apart by a moment of rashness and betrayal and the hatred continued along until finally it was reconcilled at the last moment, but it was too late, too late.

Ugh ANGST! :(

Mizu-Kagami._FYOvaOST

KYAHAHAHA.
I dont know why, but i'm so freaking amused now.
Seriously, living on impulses is quite irritating, coz' you cant fathom nor predict what's going to happen next. It's like tsunamis and earthquakes you know, so irritating.
School passed fast today.
And this really annoying thang happened when i went for art and passed by 4B1.
Heidi got called by TayBeeKee so Weewee and I had to wait for her.
Lizzie and Jeslyn somehow twisted this incident into a ruckus and began hollering.
I feel so framed.
But there's no use denying with those 2 around, coz' any further explanations will always lead to more wrong conclusions anyway.
You wouldn't believe the stuff they cock up actually. :P
Twitch. Twitch.Twitch.
Art was interesting. The teach was exceptionally amusing today, or maybe it's just my warped sense of amusement.
He said really interesting yet ridiculous things and he kept saying "Durhhhh."
Which is annoyingly funny.

After school went to eat with Lings.
Mudd bitch. She giggled like a drunk when Yolanda said hi to me.
I was like...'shouldn't i be the one giggling instead?'
See the irony of the whole situation? It was damn amusing though.
And she giggled more. How helpful.
She told me a lot of crap on the way to the coffeeshop.
Bwahahaha.
And many moronic things happened on the way.
I think we attract retardedness.
And went we finally got our food, the topic turned serious.
(Yes, that is possible, thank you very much.)
She told me many many things about Delicia.
And i felt so worried for her, although i defamed her last year.
Bah. Soft-heartedness. This will kill me one day.
I feel turmoiled about her and i guess that's another attribute of the empatheticness.
Sincerely i hope she can snap back to reality and live as herself, not somebody who's always conforming to other's wishes and expectations.
The one we see all the time, is a product of paranoia and insecurity.
Insecurity at this age will continue on for life, and that's will be her downfall next time.
Seriously, she needs a real true friend.
People never function well alone anyway, and also she needs to stop burrowing into her security blanket that is the facade she puts up for everyone.
Ahh whatever it is, i just wish well for her.

Homecoming._GreenDay

Friday, January 21, 2005

Yesterday was extremely fun.
Hahahaaaa.
Wenta Heidi's hse in the morn to watch Naruto. (Damn it was funny!!)
Left for Paragon around noon to eat Sushi Tei.
Weewee,Soo and Nat joined us too.
The food was great. Damn. Foooddd.
Walked to Kino later to look at comics. Whahahaa.
Visited the art shop to get our ninny papers, then walked around Taka.
FOOD FAIR! We were super-excited please.
OHMYGODs.
Japenese food direct from Japan! Was bouncing around excitedly.
The noodles were heaven please. Mein Gottt!!!
I was so happy. Hahhaa.
Later, we bid farewell to Nat and Soo and we left for Art Museum to view our art stuff.
Hmm Botero's work is very interesting indeed. His paintings are like those with 3million meanings condensed into it. Yea. Deep shit.
Russell Wong's photos are nice la. I was like :>
Than out of nowhere, Cassandra popped out and gave me the shock of the day.
Bah. I think i'm going to get an aneurysm.
Offta Esplanade next to find more Botero sculptures.
Heidi and Weewee are so retarded. Heidi went kind of insane halfway.
So yea, mayhem ensues.
Did stupid thangs at Esplanade park. My gosh. I was laughing so much.
Heidi was still being a retarded psycho.
BOught those chocotipped strawberries and we entered Haagen-Daaz later.
Ate fondue, which isn't that nice actually. Hnn. My moneys!
Today was like a gastronomic-experiance day.
Bah. I'm gonna get fat.
Even worse, went to Heidi's hse to eat dinner and that confirmed the putting on of 2 kilos.
Bah. Food is sinful.
Sang songs at the playground and i felt like i was on top of the world.
Wahha. Exhilarating please. :)
Yupps. Cabbed home with Weewee after that.
Lalalala. Dad was home before me. >_>
Like wth.
Watched American Idol.
HORRID.HORRID.HORRID.
MaGosh.

Now i'm watching PoT, and so i'm going to leave.
(POT ROCKS POT ROCKS LALALALALA!!)
I'm aware i'm talking like a irritating dumb-blondeish ninner now.
So i'm just going to shut up and watch PoT and berate thyself.
JAA NE.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Fwahwa.
Today was really funny.
What an interesting day.
Well i came early for once in 3 weeks.
And Hilary was so retarded during house meeting.
Chatted with Soo about the good old days when we were stupid childish kids.
(LOL. Laughed like hell reminiscencing.)
Heidi attacked me 10 million times today.
A couple more nameless hilarities have happened, but they have slipped my mind,
so, HAHA.
Watched PoT again. ( I finally got those spoiled discs to work. Hail me! Fwahaha!)
The chibi special is so fucking funny. I was hacking away man. My sister hyperventilated.
Pure crack!!! I'm enamoured to the series now. :D
Tomorrow, watching Naruto at Heidi's hse, then lunch at Paragon SushiTei, then offta art museum. Hohoho.
Can't wait. XD

Firefly._ATeens
HAHA. I found this in my playlist. HAHAHAHA.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

I feel like puking again.
This is so pregnant.
God i hate Macs. (The repugnant fats.)
Shouldn't have ate it just now.
Today was awfully boring, or maybe it's because I was too narcoleptic to care.
Reversed sleep patterns always do that to me.
Perhaps the most interesting period of the day is PE.
Ha.ha. It was so retarded. My group is a bunch of screechy harpies.
Was so greatly amused. I died of hysterical fits.
Absolute dementia.
My class is super-perverted.
Hoho. How fun. :D
Chapel. Hnn. Twitches.
So if you choose not to believe in God, just because you don't,
then you go to hell?
So we don't get a say in this at all? Hell for non-believers and Heaven for believers, full stop?
Hmm. Such absolute tyranny.
O well, I'm never going to convert, so,
see you in hell then.
And I say Nature is so much more formidable than some holy entity whom no one really knows exists, as seen from the recent tsunami incident.
Yup, that is a spite.
See you in hell then.
Who wants to live forever anyway?
I don't.

TooLostInYou._Sugababes

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Still on my singing high.
I love singing. It calms the soul as much as writing does.
I feel serene and placid now, like i'm floating in another plane.
Hahah what crap.
O i discovered something horrifying today,
i can't whistle past B anymore!
O what a dread!

Sch was monotonuous today.
I felt very unimpressed.
Ok maybe besides Art, and that is in a grotesquely-entertaining way, for I have weird humour and that Liao-guy happens to be a strange-weird-eccentric man.
NgHuiChoo keeps diao-ing me. Nono, actually she keeps eyeing me.
Obviously she knows the damaging and queasy effects of continuous staring,
for it is a form of psychological torment I favour.
It's not paranoia! It's all because i didn't go for LD, i bet. (again.)
Hnnn. Kuso baba.
Brr. After school went to S11 for lunch with Jan,Lings&Partner.
(Rants: BECAUSE OF HEIDI'S IMPROMPTU CHOIR, WEEWEE AND ME HAVE MISSED NARUTO YET AGAIN! THE WORLD IS UNFAIR.)
Cough, ok back to topic:
Hilarity and insanity ensues as usual.
Janice was an ass as usual, not that it made any difference.
Lings was her usual ditzy cheena bimbo self too. Whahaa.
Drank 2 cups of bandung. ( the pink was alluring!)
Impulses again. Stupid. Felt like puking.
Talked alot of crap.
Home, bathe,sleep.
HAHA. I'm so awake now. (Bounces around singing)

Someday._Nickelback

Monday, January 17, 2005

I feel very high now.
Hnn. Singing-high.
I'm still fixated on "Stupid". It's a peaceful and soothing song.
The Chorus:

How stupid could i be?
A simpleton could see
That you're not good for me
but you're the only one i see.

How true. I have to stop this ninny attraction or else I'll become this lousy wistful spinster.
Hnn. How annoying.
But I still hadn't found out Why? So tormenting.
Now that's unacceptable coz' I constantly ruminate over mundane matters, especially those concerned with people's behaviours and mannerisms.
Err, it's kind of like analysing an enigmatic literature text and I feel challenged.
And I want to find out why myself, for it gives me self-satisfaction. ( Stupid obstinate fool.)
Seriously I wonder why with this type of thinking, I still can't pass Math.
How annoying.

Ayame said to me, " Sometimes you dont need a reason to like somebody,"
and I think that's bullshit, coz' for anything to happen, there must be a reason.
It's logic, I can't remember who's theory it is, but yes, there is a reason for everything.
Anyway, not having a reason to like someone sounds so sappy and cliche,
and you know I abhor such saccharine sweet shit, (Nauseating!)
it's an unambiguous ticket to getting mental diabetes.
Ugh, not my cup of tea.
Ya i'm aware I sound so jaded, but seriously I'm not. :P
It's just my warped sense of thinking, contorted by what I've gone through all these years.
Sappy-mushy-maudlin stuff is just insipid to me.
Ooo see now I'll digressing again.
Bad habit, bad habit. -_-
I'm a impulsive person who well, works on impulses.
So whatever crosses my mind I type, whatever I feel I rant.
And thus I digress ALL THE TIME.
It's kind of whimsical, so die if you've got a probelm with that.
Yup, that was a impulse reaction.

Ya so I guess I wouldn't stop until I find a satisfying answer.
Maybe I will never. Eeeks. How horrifying.
Or even worse, even if I manage to find my elusive answer, I still cannot get over it.
How ghastly. I will develop some more mental illnesses for sure. Like MPD.
Or schizophrenia.
For i'm pretty sure i have slight bipolar.
Ugh this entry is so deviated. Stupid idiosyncrasy.
Sore jaaa.

Afrodisiac._Brandy

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Prince of Tennis is selling online for 38bucks, for 141 episodes.
Hnn. Now i fucking want that. Hahahaha.
WHY CANT I GET A EARLY erm, YOUTH DAY PRESENT?!
Glares at mom. :P
PoT is great man. I love Hyotei. And Rikkai. And Fudoumine.
I love Ibu Shinji. He's so funny. That grip-tape episode was priceless.
Inui and his penal tea is hilarious.
Fuji is evil but i'm awed by his counters.
Momo&Ryoma rocks, they are so cute. :D
Tezuka is a boring fart with a permanent frown and his Drop Shot is impossible. It defies logic.
Sakuno and her noisy friend, they should just drown in a drain or something.
Ninny females, trying to get between Momo and Ryoma. Die!
And Mizuki (stupid manipulating bastard, stop twirling your hair!!!)
wears purple blouses with pink roses on it, and it killed my eyes for the day.
THAT HIDEOUS MONTROSITY!
I think he's gay. No it's a affirmative.
No straight guy wears those blouses. It's impossible.
Nor hair-twirls all the time.

Hahahahaha. Now that is today's rant. I still have 50+ episodes to go.
Be prepared for more PoT fangirl rantings. :D
Snerk.
Seriously Sakuno should really go drown.
She's so disgustingly whiny.

Stupid._SarahMclachlan

Friday, January 14, 2005

School was horrendous today.
Fucking hell.
I am angry. That's very bad.
I'm sure you know what happens when i'm angry.
It's accumulated, agglutinated anger.
Nothing good happens when anger surfaces.
For irritation passes, but anger stays in you and it's like a dormant virus, and when it's triggered, it travels through the system like wildfire along greenery.
And it spreads like ripples on the water surface, unbreaking and impossible to stop.
That is no good for me; for it blinds the judgement, fogs the insight, and topples emotional control. Everything i need absolute strength over.
But there is a reason for everything, and there's always give and take, in any situation.
Everyone has issues. The crucial thing is self-control, and how you handle it.
I condescend those people who cannot do that, get frustrated, and blame the world, for it.
Emotional breakdowns are one thing, but disparagement and melodrama due to one's inability are another.
It's terribly plaintive yet sickening to me.
We never knew you and you never knew us anyway.
Everything's superficial and shallow, so much so that i feel repulsed thinking about
how fake i am sometimes.
I wonder if you ever seen your situation through different points of view.
From the circumstances, i guess not.
You'll be surprised at how many people are affected by it, if you realise it.
It's no one-man thing.
But afterall, it's your own choice anyway.

On a lighter note, Lizzie's wig was super-entertaining, Heidi&Soo&Sandra
made me spill, Soo made me laugh, and there was PoT.
That saved me from internal destruction,
preventing me doing unnecessary things.
It's good to know you have support when you plunge.
Zen.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Watching POT now. XD
(Insane 5000 decibel fangirl squeal!!)
It's so hilarious.
I mean like, their tennis moves are so unrealistic!

There was this called Hadoukyuu,
where the user uses 120% of his arm strenght to return the ball,
and these veins start popping out on his forearm,
and the ball stays on the racquet for like, 3 seconds,
and during that time there were spiralling wind currents
being accumulated around the racquet.
Suddenly ball disappears and shoots towards the
opponent in this great flaming streak of light at alarming speeds
and frankly it looks like a volcanic supersonic frisbee.
Fuji ( the opponent doubles player) opens his normally
closed eyes in a stance of pure drama, and he's got this
' I have to return it' look, complete with battle music.
Everybody was like screaming "Fuji don't!"
Then the other doubles player Kawamura jumps in front just when
the flaming streak of light is about to hit Fuji, and
his reaction was even more hilarious.
He used both hands to rebound the ball, and more veins started
breaking out and his pupils become tiny pinpoints of light and
the ball returns the way it came, minus the fire and light and stuff.
O the returned ball broke a hole in the opponent's racquet and Kawamura broke his wrist.

I MEAN LIKE, HOW REAL IS THAT?

And it was so freaking dramatic and AMUSING.
You have to see it to get what i mean.
O yea then Fuji grabbed Kawamura's wrist, and he said
with that serious my-eyes-are-open face, " You took it for me."
And i died of laughter. My sissy called me crazy. O well.
Lots more of crazier techniques coming up man. I can get a
good laugh and still satisfy my fangirling. Hoho.
O and POT females are so annoying ( except for Tachibana Ann),
you just want to slap them and drown them in a pond.
And i like Momo . XD
Actually i like all the regulars, but Momo appeals to me. XD

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

For some reason i can't really remember what happened today.
So retarded.
I know i was shrieking like a harpy during PE, no surprise when it comes to ball games.
I really should do something about that unconditioned reflex reaction.
Maths was really fun. Actually i've always like Maths. Hahaha.
I love Mrs Wong. She gives us logic questions once in a while.
They elevate my IQ. And gives me opportunities to banter with myself.
To gauge the amount of logic still left in me.
I love Selena Lum too. She speaks great english and she's so interesting.
O now i'm starting to remember today's events.
Chinese was super-boring. TayBeeKee is so slow.
Me and Heidi were chatting away and we still manage to answer her questions.
So was Bio. Roars. No surprise again.
I like Chem alot alot alot. Just the subject. And i want to see sublimed iodine.
Hey, it's a purple gas. I've never seen coloured gas before.
Chapel. Mr Pastor has lumpy pants. Me and Joee were staring.
Eva came to sit with us. HAHA.
As usual, was irritated with the preaching.
I must be the only one that feels completely opposite what we're supposed to feel.
I don't know why. Maybe because it completely contradicts my POV.
Too BAD. :P
Was feeling very high during chapel. Wanted to prance around. I don't know why either.
I'm a person who acts alot on impulses. So i do strange things.
Too BAD. :P
Lunched after school with Heidi,Joee&Hilary.
Finally managed to drag Hilary with us.
After 1 year+ of unsuccessful courting. :P
You ninny Ceylonese! (which is the same as Sri lankans, no matter how much you argue that Ceyloneses are predecessors of Sri lankans.HAHA)
That stupid Commando Jelly. Don't look at me, Joee named her that.
Yeap so we ate. Talked shit. Saw Nat and Stef there too.
HAHA. I WANT TO WATCH SO MANY ANIMES TOO. :D
Walked them to the busstop, (they emotionally blackmailed me. Bah. )
did the most retarded thang with MP3s,
and saw many stupid chauvinistic testerone-driven apes.
Four sets of eyes were rolling heavenward at their stupid chest-pounding and territorial roaring.
Typical male behaviour.
To think some females were actually impressed by that show of 'masculinity'.
(Simultaneous puking.)
Hnn. Walked home after they got up the bus.
So hot. Roarrr.

I'm reading a book called "One for my baby."
By Tony Parsons.
So thought-provoking. Huhu. :D

DropItLikeIt'sHot._SnoopDogfeatPharrell

Monday, January 10, 2005

I saw 2 gays in the bus to tuition yesterday.
They were so...cute.
Not lookswise, more like the things they do.
They looked genuinely happy.
I was going high there, and kept chanting mentally,
"Make out! Make out!"
Haha siao. I'm such a pervert.
I need to watch Prince Of Tennis. :D
Ok going to study for the ninny chinese test now.
Jaa.

Scarlet._AyashiNoCeresOP

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Stupid
Sarah Mclachlan

Night lift up the shades let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now for I am weak and starving for mercy
Sleep has left me alone to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
It's all I can do to hang onto keep me from falling into old familiar shoes

How stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

Love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning in this desert without you

How stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see
Everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

How stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

I love this song. :D The smooth vocals and music arrangement and lyrics!
It's kind of relatable when i'm in a angsty mood. :D
Imagine that.

CCA fair today. I took cab ta school (which only cost 30 cents. WTH)
coz' i thought i was late and only 3 people arrived.
How irritating.
Rehearsed the ninny script and our peformance was first. Whoa.
It was...exhilarating. Whatever. I was kind of impassive about the whole thing.
Well. AT least i heard laughter. (cough)
Went to sit at some tables with the Sec4s and Charis.
Laughed alot. Talked alot of crap. Wasted time.
Delia the Mexican. XD Rhubini look dick-ed.XD
Went back to booth and did some stuffs.
I cant remember what actually. Hoohoo.
Basking! Wanted to wear our gorgeous monster masks but they
kind of restricted vision and suffocated breathing,
not to mention it was unbearably stuffy and claustrophobic.
I'm not even sure why.
So yea went around with Lings,Delia and Charis giving out thangs
and promoting LD before we got bored and trekked back to booth.
(which is so secluded by the way)
Went around explaining to parents about LD. (take that NgHuiChoo! :P)
Wasted more time.
Those ninny ignorant Sec1s who walked past pretending not to notice our existence,
fuck to you and hope you come down with a nasty bout of boils. :P
Got demoted to self-appointed ushers with Lings coz' we were lazy.
Hung around, talked abit and got ignored more. Hn.
Went to StJohn booth to with Hil,Delia,Charis to get a wound.
HAHA. Jeslyn gave me one. Rather convincing. It had a big glass sliver sticking out.
I was super-amused and i dont know why.
Hilary commented that i had nothing better to do.
Less than 5mins later went to toilet and washed the thang off. It made me look infected.
I have nothing better to do anyway. HAHA.
Besides it's tiring to walk with you hand jutting out due to the position of said wound.
For i'm a lazy person.
Back to booth and i cant remember what happened either.
But later on CCA fair was over and we had to clear up the classroom. So yea.
Pondered about going for prata with the rest and decided to go home anyway.
Walked home and got harassed by some guys. ( AH BENG! >_>)
Wtf. I was super-pissed. They kept insisting and i was having cramps.
Stupid fuckers.
They stalked off when the fact i wasnt going to disclose any personal information
finally sunk into their heads.
The deadpanning had worked i guess.
I have to emphasise, stupid testerone-driven apes.
Home, bathed,SLEEP.
HAHA. :P

Stupid._SarahMclachlan

Friday, January 07, 2005

You are a Chinese/Asian Dancer. You are the
smartest in the party, you have a beautiful
creative mind and you like to use it to help
your loved ones, you care a lot about your
friends and you try always to protect them and
give them advice. Your ideal man is the one
with a strong determined character, you like to
feel safe with him.


What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla

That looks alot like Sakura. Eeew.
The description amuses me greatly.
(Attempts a floaty Chinese dance.)


The Ld performance is so retarded.
Cant stand it. It's so on crack.
I love the teachers this year.
All of them are damn good. HAHA.
Fuckin' mens came immediatly after meeting today!
With no symptoms.
ROARS. So unexpected, like 10 days late.
Ugh. You know what happened. It's so unsanitary!
Went home with Lings. She told me many thangs.
I think her class is so fun. 4c1&4c2 should combine into a megaclass.
It'll be heaven on earth. Hell for teachers. Hohoho.
Ooops i'm digressing.
My sissy keeps playing maplestory.
So irritating.
Owell. I shall go now.

MeAgainstTheMusic._BritneySpearsfeatMadonna

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

I wouldn't die for you;
you're a relic of me,
but that don't mean i'll live for you anyway...


HAHAHA.
IM THE MONSTER WITH SIEWLING IN THE CCA FAIR PERFORMANCE.
WITH SKIRTS AND STILETTOS.
HOW INAPPROPRIATE. ( the word looks wrong)
I think i died today from all the laughing.
MrsTan is permanently on crack.
Insanity during the meeting.
Hysteria overdose and i was laughing so MUCH.
School was alright i guess.
Stayed back for awhile. I like bandung. :D
Walked home with Jothi.
Another permanently-on-crack person.
Thanks for insisting on telling me the directions home!
Wahhaa.
Madness.

Subaru'sTheme._KannoYoko

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Interesting day in school.
I'm currently bitchy and moody and brooding and angsty.
It's the PMS. Feel like destroying something.

-Assembly. I hafta change my earrings. Wth.
-Latest updates on tsunami. I felt very depressed.
As much i want to sympathize and give condolences, it's
useless as such words don't mean much to the victims anymore.
Nothing can be reversed anyway.
It's just plain lip service. So why bother to aggravate further?
Try doing something that you can do instead.
-PE, took height&weight. Still yet to breach 160 cm. Lousyness.
-Art. New male teach. Felt quite betrayed by MsYeo's leave. Hnn.
Anyway, he was a pretty weird guy. My overall assessment of him was, .....
Well. He says interesting things that borderline on both bewilderment and funny.
Quite the paradox. He seems a well-learned man aye. Taught us more bio than art today.
I think he's gay.
-Chem. Rajah's so cute. I like her alot now. She jokes with students.
-NgHuiChoo is a good geog teacher. From the 15min talk she had about tsunamis and stuff,
I felt that. Got the lowdown on English O paper. I'm beginning to scar. She's quite funny.
She kept staring at me though. Soo felt it too, so it's not paranoia. Hnn.
-Selena Lum is NICE la. And funny. I was amused to no end. And then she gave us the whole year plan for Sec4s and i started to panic. I'm not ready yet! O_O She speaks English nicely.
-Hnn. Changed partners again (Soooo~! :< )...back again with Lizzie,Jeslyn,Partner.
DEAD. :P Wtf.

PassThatDutch._MissyElliot

Monday, January 03, 2005

Ugh i feel dead now.
I think it's because of ytd's pathetic 3hr sleep?
I was tossing in bed awake for 4+ hrs. How insane.
Ugh i don't feel alive now.
Anyway school was unnunn today.
Like half-good,half-bad.
Met only 3 people out of the designated 7 in the morn and went into the school.
It was wet and irritating but kind of cool coz' everybody's there!
XD Huhu.
Screamed at Tingmei for not turning up, talked around a little, then assembly started.
God Siew Choo looked like a giant Jiggypuff in her pink suit today.
Fascinating.
PA system was horrid. Earbleeds.
To hall for Siew Choo Speech.
Suicidal thoughts kept crossing my mind.
Due to the packedness of the hall and SiewChoo's irritably long and boring speech.
Class time was fun. Laughed a million times.
Bah my classmates are so fuggin' funny. Madness.
My new partner is AliciaSoo. :)
Partner is with Jeslyn. Hoho. (wink) Good luck.
Played some game thingy. Kinda fun. School compound is fuggin' huge.
The class came in first anyway. Muahaha.
Hall for some talk. Finally school is bending the rules a little. Interesting.
After school went for lunch at s11.
The journey there was the funniest crap. Well with 2 resident maddos Lings&Hilaryy.
I was so amused.
Wenta Ling's house to crap after lunch. And mayhem ensued.
We are not...normal.
Did so much retardation and laughed so much.
Watched this soap opera called, "The Bold&TheBeautiful".
I died of laughter. It's so dramatized until it makes you crack.
I hate soap operas! HAHA.
Then that ass kept talking in cheena accent,flipping channels and doing stupid things. Bitch!
:P HAHA. HOW AMUSING.

I feel like sleeping now. Shall end here. The bed beckons. Good night.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

IT'S RAINING LIKE MAD NOW.
AND YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY AND MAYBE TOMORROW.
ROARR.
My shoes have yet to dry.
Stop raining! Stupid monsoons.
Oo school's tomorrow.
How exciting. I can't wait.
And Jeslyn stop assuming. :P
Jajajaa.


SweetNothing._HidakaKen