Friday, April 30, 2004

hii. i screwed my template up.

im pissed.
like really really fuming.
that motherfucking bitch mum of mine
just denied my rights of studying.
like what the fuck?
you should be happy im' studying in advance.
with math experts summore.
she says i'll just go fool around.
and i was like )@*(#JE(WID)(@
i know my expectations this year and im gonnna achieve them.
so im taking the chance to improve my pathetic math
and here she comes screaming at me coz' i'm going to esplanade with my friends to study.
she was like why need to go so far?
might as well go malaysia and study lar?!
wth. and den she started sprouting stuff like im rebellious and my attitude sucks and that no matter how i study the marks also always the same one.
WHAT THE HELL CAN.
U THINK SO EASY ARH. GO FUCK YOURSELF.
im such a venemous bitch.
too bad.
i'm so fuming mad i cannot think of anyword except 'fuck.'
*screams in frustration!
dun feel like saying anymore.
byes.

hellos people of the world!
i'm back from siewling's house!
supposed to do chem, but hey you know what?
we watched mtv with stef and jan and read mags.
wow what an accomplishment!
*berates myself
TML STUDYING IN ESPLANADE.
MUST GET SOMETHING DONE OR I'LL NOT GO HOME.

exam's alrite. did qns 4 for english.
rattled on with my theories about fear of darkness.
the marker will think i'm one twisted kid.
owell.
and also, i ended my proposal with:
"thank you for your understanding"
that has to be the lamest ending line of the century.
its' going to piss the markers off.
what possessed me to write that?!
coz' i carn think of anything else to say.

chinese was alrites. despite my awkward chinese translations.
gawwdd.
monkey will kill me if she's marking my paper.
-_-"

Thursday, April 29, 2004

just read partner's blog. she's puking.
she better not be bullimic or i'll kill her.
heard that? +P

its raining so heavily now. big fat raindrops upon my window.
thunder. lightning.
i like it, reminds me of many things. muahahs

sch was kinda like last day of sch.
like whole day did nothing liddat.
stubbins nv come for lit
was tokking to partner bout some personal stuffs
*glomps partner
she's kinda sick today.
geog also.
have i ever mentioned that yolanda chin is frigging cute??
she's so adorable!! and funny.
yes.
i love funny people.
she let us off 10mins early recess coz' we were all so pathetically dying.
after recess really hilarious.

me and partner went to b2 for obvious reasons........
then we were gonna go back thru ebenezer
than we saw the thai people coming up
so we ran all along ebenezer 3rd and 4th floors
lame can. was going updown updown.
-______________-" partner i know you wanna take the chance.
*laughs my ass off*
we were so comical.
went back ter class like finally.
playing outside class.
really retarded, laughed like crazy.
dancing tango and strutting around lar.

ms kaur finally came so went back to class.
helping lizard pack her box.
goodness her poor worksheets?
buay tahan her can. so messy.
haiyo but cannot get annoyed at her one lols
*laughs mentally*
han's lesson, boring as usual.
wanted us to observe some virus-ridden leaf
eeyers.
was tokking to partner. so she sent me to sit with lizard.
which is even worse actually.
lols. that biased pokk.

chinese. so bloody FUNNY. only word i can describe.
jeslyn was singing her chinese songs again.
laughed till i died.
like literally until no breath.
her impromptu song was so retarded
really laughed like shit.
monkey diden notice?!
lols.
nowadays forever laughing one.
wahahas, ain't that good?
den partner jeslyn and me started writing stuff with lefthands
should see mine man.
you will laugh to death.
seriously lame.
packed tables for tml's compo afterwards.

exams are so close! can't believe it.
yikes.
and i slept when i'm supposed to be studying today.
so gonna fail.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

raining like an epidemic now.
convectional rain i think
since it was bloody hot in the afternoon
yay, goes to show im revising geog

im so terribly disgusted and amused at the same time.
*stares at partner
the sweet waffiness and sap reduces me to a snarling idiot
seriously i dunno whether to scoff or laugh.
i think i'lll stick to laughing, its more humorous.

sch's soso?
as usual,art was the only nice thing today.
ms vanitha came for geog, teee got something on
she's funny. i like funny people. ahahhas.
pe captain's ball again.
3 consecutive times of captain's ball ain't very thrilling
played against lizard.jerry.qihui.balerie.michgoh.vanessa.
they are tough, but we won anyway. muahahahhas
jerry's like this torpedo. so freaking fast?! +P
ah weewee very cute leh! she scream veh funnilyy?
she's so comical with the ball! *laughs*

art, everybody rushing through their prep work
helped jeslyn a lil' then did my own.
nearly choked to death on my milo
jeslyn was dancing to a indian song on the radio ard a tree
-.-" i nearly dieded. my trachea flap could not close in time
yes, revising bio.
i love myself, much to my chagrin.
took a long time back to math.
nobody gave a damn to muthu lar
was chatting with stella and michelle.
stella's perverse. very!!!!
i grimace at the thought of the world's youth population succumbing to such undesirable thinkings.
but hey, who gives a damn?
let's embrace the perversions of the human mind!!
lol. wadeva.

chapel was ok. nice singing. yays.
no horrible singsongs.
singing milkshake with my classmates while going back class
finally knew the menaing of milkshake.
knew the song was about sex, but the hidden meaning of [milkshake] just dawned on me today.
ooo, sexual innnuedo!! blehs, i know im' slow.
wenta a1 to collect some chem notes
*muacks eva.

j8 after skl with stef and siewling
my future homemates.
got so jealous staring at all those clothes
damn, why don't i have an atm card
(coz' i'll bankrupt it in a week)
they diden get their cds.
maroon 5. so depressed they 2
bitched about the queen on the way back
the queen thinks halters are disgusting?!
goodness, what period is she living in?
the 20's where everybody wears corsets and frills??!
nil fashion sense. *shakes head

compo papers on fri. oooo.
exams next fri. ooooo.
gonna mug, byes.

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

suddenly i have the urge to laugh
aha.ha.ha.ha
dunno why??
kae, i really is screwedupped up there

lols, sch was pathetically boring
pe was alrites.
played captain's ball again
we were crazy. yes. crazy and loud.
hahaha. damn funny can?!

wenta j8 with joee later on
wanted to cut hair, but jean yip's like 28bucks
so only she cut coz' i never bring enuff money
nice. i like it.
its worth the bucks, there's washing too.
ate kfc and walked around the bra section of seiyu
i like the pierre cardin bras, really nice.
shall pester mum to get some.
joee bought this with pretty straps.
nice. i like it alot.
and its not ex. cheaper than triumph.
cab home.

2 people in love just make me die of sappiness
bleh i hate sap. it rots my twisted mind/
should i laugh or cry?
o yes, im talking bout you.
muahahahahahas.
that is so coincidental.
fairytales!! lol, lucky you?

Monday, April 26, 2004

has people out there heard alicia key's
*if i ain't got you*?
wahh, the lyrics are nice and meaningful
*floats around*
ehehee, though her singing's a lil' weird?
dunno how to say, like suddenly updown updown liddat?

school, told delicia the asshole that i will not paint for her
think i pissed her off
like hey,wadever?
its better that way, she doesn't have to pester me anymore
yes.
the gr8ness of freedom
she left during recess, supposedly sick
she must be faking. prolly only a flu or something.
lols.
art was scary manx.
jeslyn's damn pissed at some people.
its' so scary, i was like >_<
hope she cheers up in the mean time,
being angry just doesn't suit her.

have a feeling i'm not going to do well in chem
i don't understand QA at all?!
was blankly copying what mrs chong wrote today
tried revising after school with eva and heidi
*strangles heidi*
wahh, she's like hopeless?
kae nvm, understood a teenyweeny bitsy
peng, that stupid thing uses up many brain cells and requires much thinking
exams are coming.
im' not thrilled.
its like a week away.
goodness, everyday shortens the time i have left.
must start studying, especially for math.
if i fail math, i really will kill myself.
self-expectations very high this year.
planning to get average of 70.
and no failing.
yes.
i can do it. it's not an opinion,it's essential.

Sunday, April 25, 2004

im royally pissed.
with delicia.
and that's a bad thing.
because' i don't stay pissed for long.
i'm so fucking pissed i feel like ripping something apart
and that's a bad sign too
i don't normally resort to violent thoughts and actions
and im starting to talk in proper english
that's another sign when im dead stoic
yes.
that freeloader just shoved her midyear exam art piece
at me and expects me to do it for her
EXCUSE ME?!
without breathing a word.
she left halfway during art exhibition.
im not going to do it.
i don't give a damn if she fails.
i don't. care.
and her unpopularity has risen to new levels
due to the cathleen incident, many people in my new class
can't stand her.
yes.
plus those from 2a2.
yes.
see how you cope bitch.
you will need all the luck and condolences you get
yes.
trust me.
pissing off half of the school's population is not funny.
and i'm not joking.
you are that bad.
wish you all the best'
tatas, and sweet dreams.

[beware.]

Saturday, April 24, 2004

friday-23/04/04

ponned half of math, bahahahas.
got back chem, 26/30
so many careless mistakes.
blehx.

art exhibit in the afternoon.
did reception with hejing,michelle chia and jeslyn
eating sweets all the way
was laughing my ass of during the mr tan or something guy session
he drew roses which doesn't look like roses, though its nice
laffing crazily with hejing.
den later jeslyn go make those spastic/chikopek/retarded/etc faces
when he's singing
all if us laugh until so loud can?!
laughed till i really cried. so bloody funnyy
after that went around making funny faces and actions
so lame and hilarious
o yea, only 3 pieces got sold
that's so little? ahahhahs.

wenta alicia's chalet aft the exhibit with di,joee and jeslyn
joee's mum fetched us there.
ate a lil's barbeque,wokked ard downtown east
with alicia soo,joee and heidi
played arcade,so funny
got 59 tixs, exchanged for a handful of sweets
went fer a night walk with the rest
were about to go into the maze
when the lights dimmed out suddenly
2 seconds of silence then screaming
ahahhahs, its funny. cont'd walking
left earlier, at ard 11.30,coz' tml got flag day
heidi's mum fetched back

saturday-24/04/04
flag day, woke up at 7 took cab to bugis
singaporeans are damn stingyyyy
in the morn they diao us and automatically split
when we approached.
was liek this -> -_____________________-"""""
got annoyed and wenta town wif guihe
ate kfc and went back.
actually wanted to collect there, but there got ppl.
so went back, and found out that jerry and michelley got heavy bags
screamed and frantically went ard looking for people
in the end, bags still lighter than them.
ahahhas. legs very tired liaox.
took mrt back wif guihe and jerrry.
was msging jerry stupid things.
bahhas.
came home, and slept from 5 yesterday to 7 todae
goodness?!
ate a 12hr old burger. dunno whether spoiled anort
bahhas. my stomach's feeling queasy now.
mabbe it is spoiled. lols.
well's that more than enough for an entry arh.
bye.
-___-"

Thursday, April 22, 2004

did i sound really desperate or something on my lastlast entry?!
kazen just called long-distance to ask if i was alrite
and she started giving a talk about being strong
and i shouldn't be affected so much by it
and made me promise i wouldn't hurt myself
i was like o.o.
what the, i'll never blame myself for doing something i did which i dun think is wrong. much less hurt myself. im not so desperate enough.
yea i know i know bout being strong,
then how do u think i cld have survived all this time?
such things don't take me down easily girl!!
appreciate your concern alots, really,& love ya,
but just let u know that i have a strong reign on myself
and i don't crumble easily, muahahhas
seriously if i did i don't think i can take things till now
so, dun worry so much kaes?
im strong.i'll survive.i've always did. +))

on the other hand, school was kinda boring todae.
for once i did my maths faithfully during muthu's lesson
coz' its trigonometry, 1 of my favourites.
blehz. that's an excuse. if this continues my exams will suffer
terribly scared of math. dunno how to pass.
other subs no probelm. but math. stupid numbers.
art exhibition's tml. >_<
ushering. eeyer. shitty job. but owells.
sat with wenxin for chnse
yes, like finally free of delicia.
*glomps wenxin*
she's sucha mean bitch.
can she like for once shut her motherfucking insults
sadly that would not happen
deluded bitch still clings to the fact she's the right one
hope she fails her art. muahhahs.
hope my paint dries up when she uses it.
she claims to have lost her art stuff.
who knows, she might be hiding it under her bed or something
str84ward math qns involving only the calculator and eyes
also dunno how to do. that's so hopeless
hope she fail her exams too.

haven been so irritated with somebody for some time
hurrs, feels good to diss someone once awhile
im bitchy and twitchy nowadays.
its a sign. its coming. time of the month.
yes.

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

i've lost since the very beginning.

todae morn spotcheck
*annoyed*
toot can? was liek trying to hide my hair length. its over 2nd collar liaos
its irritating me and i wanna cut.
no time lar...blehx.
lizard got caught for nails but they are so short?!
mine's liek longer then hers
damn, mrs han is a biased pig can?

pe played captain's ball
funn. won 11-7
woots~

art really funny
at first kinda pekked coz' lizard's like so pathetic
muahahahs.
me and michelle c helped her paint her christ church
looks like mens. the color.
planning her funeral all the time.
coz' she supposedly coughed out blood
goodness, that's sserious!
we were like scaring her.
discussing who will cry over her funeral
damn funny lar.
but, she better go see doctor...
ltr dunno what disease.
*crosses fingers*
wah, btw, she diden do anything but paint a
TINYYY patch. -__-
wanted to pon math, but decided to be nice to ms wong
laughing like crazy when we entered class 20mins late
she was like )@(#)JD(@!
lols, wadevaa

chapel is pissing me off.
the content really annoy me
too bad im not a holy person.
seriously im like anti-christ.
wells, its an ideology lar
shall not elaborate further
it will piss people off. +PP

after skl stayed back to help lizard with her art
what,im like so nice?!
did it at c2 and she diden do anything!!
hurr i demand she pay me nows *snarls*
hahs, kidding...im sucha nice person. +P
laughed alot at c2 also
they are so funnyyy~
poor ryna...

partner came my house to use com and watch mtv
leecher partner.
lol, she's in love~~~~
*background with pink hearts and butterflies*
awww...*glomps*
all the bestest to u~
its sucha rare case manx.
its so twistedly laughable.
but hey, im a nice person right?

i've lost since the very beginning.

todae morn spotcheck
*annoyed*
toot can? was liek trying to hide my hair length. its over 2nd collar liaos
its irritating me and i wanna cut.
no time lar...blehx.
lizard got caught for nails but they are so short?!
mine's liek longer then hers
damn, mrs han is a biased pig can?

pe played captain's ball
funn. won 11-7
woots~

art really funny
at first kinda pekked coz' lizard's like so pathetic
muahahahs.
me and michelle c helped her paint her christ church
looks like mens. the color.
planning her funeral all the time.
coz' she supposedly coughed out blood
goodness, that's sserious!
we were like scaring her.
discussing who will cry over her funeral
damn funny lar.
but, she better go see doctor...
ltr dunno what disease.
*crosses fingers*
wah, btw, she diden do anything but paint a
TINYYY patch. -__-
wanted to pon math, but decided to be nice to ms wong
laughing like crazy when we entered class 20mins late
she was like )@(#)JD(@!
lols, wadevaa

chapel is pissing me off.
the content really annoy me
too bad im not a holy person.
seriously im like anti-christ.
wells, its an ideology lar
shall not elaborate further
it will piss people off. +PP

after skl stayed back to help lizard with her art
what,im like so nice?!
did it at c2 and she diden do anything!!
hurr i demand she pay me nows *snarls*
hahs, kidding...im sucha nice person. +P
laughed alot at c2 also
they are so funnyyy~
poor ryna...

partner came my house to use com and watch mtv
leecher partner.
lol, she's in love~~~~
*background with pink hearts and butterflies*
awww...*glomps*
all the bestest to u~
its sucha rare case manx.
its so twistedly laughable.
but hey, im a nice person right?

i've lost since the very beginning.

todae morn spotcheck
*annoyed*
toot can? was liek trying to hide my hair length. its over 2nd collar liaos
its irritating me and i wanna cut.
no time lar...blehx.
lizard got caught for nails but they are so short?!
mine's liek longer then hers
damn, mrs han is a biased pig can?

pe played captain's ball
funn. won 11-7
woots~

art really funny
at first kinda pekked coz' lizard's like so pathetic
muahahahs.
me and michelle c helped her paint her christ church
looks like mens. the color.
planning her funeral all the time.
coz' she supposedly coughed out blood
goodness, that's sserious!
we were like scaring her.
discussing who will cry over her funeral
damn funny lar.
but, she better go see doctor...
ltr dunno what disease.
*crosses fingers*
wah, btw, she diden do anything but paint a
TINYYY patch. -__-
wanted to pon math, but decided to be nice to ms wong
laughing like crazy when we entered class 20mins late
she was like )@(#)JD(@!
lols, wadevaa

chapel is pissing me off.
the content really annoy me
too bad im not a holy person.
seriously im like anti-christ.
wells, its an ideology lar
shall not elaborate further
it will piss people off. +PP

after skl stayed back to help lizard with her art
what,im like so nice?!
did it at c2 and she diden do anything!!
hurr i demand she pay me nows *snarls*
hahs, kidding...im sucha nice person. +P
laughed alot at c2 also
they are so funnyyy~
poor ryna...

partner came my house to use com and watch mtv
leecher partner.
lol, she's in love~~~~
*background with pink hearts and butterflies*
awww...*glomps*
all the bestest to u~
its sucha rare case manx.
its so twistedly laughable.
but hey, im a nice person right?

todae morn spotcheck
*annoyed*
toot can? was liek trying to hide my hair length. its over 2nd collar liaos
its irritating me and i wanna cut.
no time lar...blehx.
lizard got caught for nails but they are so short?!
mine's liek longer then hers
damn, mrs han is a biased pig can?

pe played captain's ball
funn. won 11-7
woots~

art really funny
at first kinda pekked coz' lizard's like so pathetic
muahahahs.
me and michelle c helped her paint her christ church
looks like mens. the color.
planning her funeral all the time.
coz' she supposedly coughed out blood
goodness, that's sserious!
we were like scaring her.
discussing who will cry over her funeral
damn funny lar.
but, she better go see doctor...
ltr dunno what disease.
*crosses fingers*
wah, btw, she diden do anything but paint a
TINYYY patch. -__-
wanted to pon math, but decided to be nice to ms wong
laughing like crazy when we entered class 20mins late
she was like )@(#)JD(@!
lols, wadevaa

chapel is pissing me off.
the content really annoy me
too bad im not a holy person.
seriously im like anti-christ.
wells, its an ideology lar
shall not elaborate further
it will piss people off. +PP

after skl stayed back to help lizard with her art
what,im like so nice?!
did it at c2 and she diden do anything!!
hurr i demand she pay me nows *snarls*
hahs, kidding...im sucha nice person. +P
laughed alot at c2 also
they are so funnyyy~
poor ryna...

partner came my house to use com and watch mtv
leecher partner.
lol, she's in love~~~~
*background with pink hearts and butterflies*
awww...*glomps*
all the bestest to u~
its sucha rare case manx.
its so twistedly laughable.
but hey, im a nice person right?

Monday, April 19, 2004

muahahas. art exhibition's on fri and my piece suxs.
bless me. gdness.
just came back from HL with partner and annabel
suanning partner all the time.
they taught me math.
i think they died.
i am so stupid in anything related to arithmetics.

i know im supposed to have gotten over this long ago

somehow i can't

i really starting to believe its not an infatuation. its' like.

now that's bad.

it's just like. like.like.

why? i also dunno.

ways of stopping?

1.repress- bad,bad option. it'll make things worse.
2. think negative-its not in my forte. i get over negative stuff really fast. that's why i can hardly stay pissed for a day.
3.like another person- me not like certain people. Can't even get over one already go for another? i can't do that. it's not in my ability.

goodness. this cannot go on forever.

my life will be ruined. ok no, but it's gonna affect somehow.

seriously i dunno why her of all people.

the reason(s) never did occur to me.

damn. i don't even know why. how to combat?

bad bad bad.

it ain't love. poots, nothing of that. that's too...advanced.

i don't pine for her with all my heart and stuff, or feel like dying when i don't see her. now that's really really nutters.

i really need to understand myself. i might have MPD. o.o

all the best to me. that's all i can say.

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

ripped this off partner's blog
10o qns - quiz

01. Your Name? simin
02. Does your name has a meaning? its so poemish. blame my father.
03. Where are you now? school
04. Fave color? many. black,purple,blue,etc..
05. Fave food? anything that tastes nice to me. especially rice and meats. yes i'll write the continuation to 'Clay Marble'
06. Fave drink? not-so-gassy-stuff,alcoholic drinks,water *finally realised the importance of it*
07. Fave snack? chocs. sushi. anything actually
08. Fave musician? eminem? *counted nort?*,sugababes,boa,christina aguilera
09. Fave song right now? my band-d12. hilarious shitte.
10. Fave sport? badminton. anything bally& i forbid u think crooked.
11. Fave subject? chem. geog. art
12. Coke or Pepsi? yukks. so gassified.
13. Red meat or white meat? both. all meats i like.
14. Pizza or Donuts? pizzass
15. Laptop or Desktop? dun care. as long as it's good.
16. Movies or Computers? both. they provide entertainment for my demented life.
17. Shakespeare or Harry Potter? HP? shakespeare's super chim. and the sex.
18. Cold Weather or Hot Weather? cold. sleeeeeeeep.
19. Contacts or Glasses? contacts. nicer colours
20. Are u a huggy person? yeas. no. its glompy.
21. Would u consider urself as a negative or positive thinker? most of the time positive. being negative makes you more susceptible to outside influences. damn how do u spell susceptible?
22. Do u like cartoons? anime actually. but, yeas.
23. R u planning on learning something soon? yupp. perfect my badminton skills. den learn french.
24. If you look out of the closest window 2 uwhat would you see? the carpark. and trees and flats.
25. R u wearing short pants or long pants right now? pinafore. +P
26. ever been on stage? yes
27. Most embarassing fact? carn remember.
28. What's ur dream car? ferrari. or just something stylish.
29. Childhood hero? sailormoon. the horrror.
30. Ever watched a concert? yes
31. Phone or Online? phone? more 'intimate'
32. Believe in Santa? no. puffy fat guys carn get down chimneys.
33. Would u rather be Rich or Smart? both can. im a greedy person.
34. Allergic to anything? dust.
35. Fave day of the week? wed. slack day.
36. Do u have any enemies? no. which POV are you askign from?
37. Do u have boyfriend/girlfriend? no. why would i?
38. In crush with someone? used to be?
39. Do u believe in love in 1st sight? hmms. hasen occured to me yets. don't think so than.
40. Any friends outside your origin country? yea
41. Ur greatest fear? dark unfamiliar place.and the things my twisted mind comes up with.
42. Believe in Adam & Eve? poois. anti-god here. *gets stoned to death* +P its an ideology.
43. The last thing u cried over? 2a2 farewell chalet. *cries*
44. How old do u wanna be when u get married? no such plans. im a feminist currently. most boys are egoheaded losers.
45. Where do u wanna spend ur honeymoon? france. or switzerland.
46. Do u wanna have kids? erm. labour seems fucking painful. yaddaa.
47. What do u want ur wedding color 2 be? white like fluttering angels. lol
48. Pro-Abortion? no. its evil.
49. Do u mind gay people? no, love them. i really do. they are super interesting.
50. Do u sing in the shower? yes.
51. Best stuff you've eaten in the last 2 weeks? chocolates. sundae. fries. soup
52. Digital or Manual Camera? digital. coz can self-portrait. yays. ego me.
53. Movie that makes u cry? moulin rouge. used up my tissues.
54. Last movie u watch? erm. carn remember.
55. Last Childish Movie u watch? Elf. hilariously funny.
57. Fave movie? ? erm. 8mile, PotC,HP,SoR...alot lars.
58. Visual Art or Music? music. salvation for the soul.
59. Weirdest stuff u've ever eaten? foie gras. gawd. i nearly dieded when i found out its mashed offal. to think its so nice. ahhas.
60. Do you have pets? yes. my cutiee parrotfish +D
61. Who cleans your room? me. and my mom.
62. Most useful software ever invented? computer.
63. Ever met an inventor? no. they're all dead bunnies buried under layers of soil.
64. Believe in zodiac (any kinds)? huh. wad u mean? like what happens in fruits basket?
65. Zeus (Hercules's Dad)? noo. *laughs*
66. Xmas or Xin Cia? Xmas. wad's xincia?
67. Ever met a president? yea. cca presidents count.
68. Ever met someone in the government? yep
69. Natural/Artificial? natural.
70. CD/USB mass storage? both. cd's better quality though
71. How much is the RAM capacity of the com are you using now?dunno. lazy to check.
72. Do u know how to change the oil of a car? no.
73. Are you a shy-kind of person? depends
74. Fave animal? snake,dolphin and whales? and eagles.and foxes
75. Fave Plant? lavender
76. Would u consider urself 2 be a techno-nerd or shopaholic-funky person? the lattter
77. Starbucks or CoffeeBean&TeaLeaves? both have nice ice-blended drinks.
78. Ice cream or Sherbet? ice cream.
79. Fixing Electronics or Cooking? cooking. food is a staple thing in life.
80. BSB or *N sync? yukks.
81. Christina or Britney? christina. better singer,dancer, character.
82. Fave season? winter. or autumn
83. Do u write songs/poems? poems. depressily dark ones.
84. Do u believe in the belief that '8' is lucky? no.
85.Disney or Warner Bros.? warner bros?
86. What do u think of World War I? hitler's the handsomest guy ever. i love his moustache.
87. Are u a neat freak? no. im incredibly lazy and messy.
88. The dryest joke u ever heard? not in my mind now.
89. Do u dance? yea. dirty dancing's good. but, yea, dance.
90. Ever do slow-dance with an opposite sex? yukks. horny guys are difficult to get rid of.
92. McDonalds or KFC? mac
93. Orange Juice or Apple Juice? apple. more sophiscated taste.
94. Do u prefer skim, 1%, 2%, or whole milk? HL milk.
95.When is ur birthday? 011289
96. When was ur last holiday? australia last year.
97. When is your last wonderful romantic date? im a stated feminist. ^5 partner.
98. Do you have a happy family at home? no. u'll go deaf in there. ahahas.

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

i fucking hate my youngest sister.
she's a giant asshole.
FAKER. cry over a fucking eraser?!!
@()&$RJD@(_$E
im so fucking pissed off.
so disgusting and irritating.
always get her fucking ways.
i hate such motherfuckers.
o yes.
she's the stupidest and biggest loser on earth.

ytd napfa, sucks. inclined just haf to destroy my record.
2.4km run todae, not tt bad lar
tho' i dunno my timing.
well, i diden exactly die aft it
got back lit and math
lit-16/25
tt's so lousy. its a frigging b4!
math-12/30
muahhas. 3 more marks to passs.
asshole.
pissed ms wong off todae
natalie, to be exact.
ahahhs, enjoyed it.
got dismissed at 1235
18 peeps wenta support TT gerls
diden go. dun feel like.
stayed in the library till 1345
wenta heartland with di
ate and bought her rabbit food
im not supposed to eat macs.
lol.

i hate my sister. she can just go and die

Sunday, April 11, 2004

i realised that there are so many fucked-up people in this world.
been reading some truelife accounts
so many people are totally fucked-up in the head
due to circumstances. especially bad,bad childhood.
as in the extreme bad cases. im implying something.
feel like crying for them.
to think us, who have never been through half the things they did
think of ourselves as the most pathetic things on earth
feel like crying.
reality is cruel. the world is a dark place.
don't take what you have for granted.

on a lighter note, ling came ter my house again.
lols, that faker pretended so nun-like when my mum was home
studied geog, couldn't absorb anything.
after mum left we were prancing around the house.
she really cracks me up.
ate, watched a little mtv,crapped a bit, sent her home
im so nice.
yes.
and here i am reading those lifestorys of people
who deserve real sympathy.
let me emphasise, im going to cry.
going to drown in my tears now, bye/

Friday, April 09, 2004

heyos, changed my template since partner ish gonna take mine
i think. tt;s wad she said.
bahhas, its BoA~~ talented chiobu~love her, she sings and dances so well.
and she's chio. i love myself too. did this template myself.
first time doing such. I LOVE MYSELF.
lol. so ego sia.
the only thingg i carn figure out is....
where's my tagboard?!
now tt's frustrating. & the ad frm google on top
damn irritating. it blocked out one of the thingys
tt came along with the template. how to get it off?
bahahs, shall pester cai later. tt smart arse. +P

o yar, todae went out 2 cine wif tutu,lingg,partner,jan,de.
SKIRT DAY!ahahs. chikopeks of the world rejoice.
bitched a lil', coz' there's nth much to bitch
wokked ard,admired some clothes
stoopif partner refused to look at skirts.
still haven got her the 5inches one yett.
took some neos. fucking machine, broke down twice.
took pics wif jan's digicam inside.
ppl outside were superbly pissed. ahhaas.
coz' we spent liek half an hour inside the machine.
*they diden know its spoiled.*
when it was finally ok, the pics turned out nice.
saw alicia tan,jeanne and nurul
wokked to heeren,de& tutu wenta pierce ears.
pooeys. i also want. budd my mum is frisky on it
wanted to pierce on top so she wouldn't see
budd i feel guilty. shall do it next time. hurrs.
took neos agn. saw nat and stephanie while queueing
saw evon earlier too. woos, so many pl lites.
the pics, were gr8 too. we r so bloody photogenic.
ahahhas, egoego~

ate at marche. fucking expensive place. ate rohti?
shitte i forgot wadissit called. ahahs. so filling.
drank rootbeer,ate the sundae
spent 17 bucks on water,potato and icecream.
sucha leecher. if i hadd more money.
the other decent foods look so tempting.
partner pretended to be pissed.
damn funny. lingg,tutu&de were so mortified.
they thot its their fault.
funnyyy. blehx i got sucha weird sense of humour.
bought partner's chocs. officially broke already. pooeys.

took nel home. wenta PS just to pee.
all of us were singing silly songs on the way
lameeeee. got a drink at sgn macs, tokked a while with lingg
and came home.
blahx, mum was PMSing todae.
got nagged for going out for 9 hrs todae.
lol, wadeva. got further nagged for not packing my table.
wads' with adults? where's the liberation??? lols
gonna bathe liaos, tatasx

Thursday, April 08, 2004

i just fucking typed evrything and its' gone! BLEHX.
ok im nort gonna type evrything agn, so just gonna summarise.
the last entry wasn't by me, its by siewlingg.
figures rite? i dun write such crapppp~
ytd she came moi hse, to use com. crapped alll the way
stupid old tutu backed out for captain's ball.
wtf?
AMI3 last nite was so anticipating.
jasmine trias was in bottom 3.
omg, that is so fucking scary.
LUCKILY she never get out. camille did.
if she got out i'll cry can.
going out soon. excited~
so longg nv go out lerx, and i miss the neos machine~

yoz. wassup?!
had lessons todae.
mrs han was damn cute todae.
i like her fashion sense
a lot
man.. where does she get her skirts?!
i want!!!!
and todae i bonded with delicia
she is so cute
i like her face
hahaha
damn cute
she's soo preety
hai
im prettier though.
yes.

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

hey! just got back from sgn macs wif stef, lingg,tutu.
lol, went there agn, its like our bitch point.
laffed like madd, tokked and bitched many things
laffing is a routine in my life now, part of my timetable...
especially with those ppl, we had a hand fetish just now
really stoopid. it's so disturbing...!!! ahahhas!~
chatted from stuff to stuff, i really miss the 2a2 people >_<
i can only get SO open and fun when its with them...
PC reigns on forever manz!! wonder if other teenagers are like
that too? ohoohohoo. saw the irritating peicai girl.
she's wearing so many fucking shag bands?! -.-
lol, despo?

o yea, todae got REW. the girl sings damn well. yes.
jenny koh should learn from her. i love pretty voices. ahhas.
my ears die at tone-deafness, blahblah,offness etc.
lol. pe was OK. nearly dieded after 7 rds though.
omg, my stamina is sucky. did stretching and stuff.
pooeys, im getting more and more inflexible...
can really reach the toes on my left foot anymore..LOUSY.
cindy teo's quite nice. budd strict tho. carn piss her off.
or we die. yea, tt's the main reason learnt todae.

bed's calling me already, nites!

PS.> thanks partner for the thingy.u sweet dweeb~*glomps*

Monday, April 05, 2004

finally eminem has a new video. MY BAND.
bahahhass. finally saw it. 1st time seeeing his videos on mtv.
it's like, totally lame, expected lar??! but better then
without me and real slim shady...he raps funnily.
pengx. bud i still luvv him. YAYS. EMINEM RAWKS.

been watching mtv almost everyday nowadays.
bahhs, i just love it. coz' i saw eminem and sugababes.
i'll be the next Stan man. +D

school's fun todae. ahhahas. was so enthu in the morning
the alpha camp cheers, all the sec3s were so oomphh.
the high mood's still here. was cheering and shouting in class
and outside class. 2a2 recess todae, we were cheering too.
gonna do this for the rest of the year. partner was chao high too.
i killed 30000 of her brain cells today. whahas. stoopid partner.
delicia's nutters too. keep laffing at things. art was damn funn.
lizard's darn entertaining. carn stop laffing manx.

aft skl wenta sgn macs wif stef and siewling. again. laughed even more
in there. all the perverse and crap things lar. clay the holy virgin.
lols. stef's really cartoon kaex? and sl keeps making her horny noises.
2.4's prolly tmr. die lols, its cindy teo! she's back -_-.
needta zoom off ter slp liaox, nitex~ +)))))

Saturday, April 03, 2004

back from alpha camp!
its was bloody fun, but tiring
the rain deprived my group of high element
*screams* weather's being a bitch lar
nightwalk was pathetic....eeyer.
its like a *walk in the park* -quote michelle chia
btw, i luvv tt gerl. she and hejing r totally nutter.
damn cute and funny!? they made our cheer....
the tutu song...bahahahs~ i wanna laff liaos

the jungle adventure was gr8!!!!dang, loved the mud
and the smearing on each other.
campfire totally rocked. tho our item was not meant to be
like that. ahem. ahhahas, budd had lotsa fun niwaex.
tt's the main aim! bargained to sleep at 2, bud we diden.
everyone was liek so zonked when we got back
my grp's nort tt bad at all....ahhahas.
tho still cannot be as enthu as timothy
milli0ns of funny and crappy people...
dieded of laffing on e 2nd nite...
*pink briefs and green peas*
-glomps jerry- u funny bunny! -.-"
cleaned up the camp areas todae and came back
gonna miss that place. tho i got so many mosquito bites.

tokked with 2a2 peeps in e sch canteen 4 a while
suck the jelly!! BAHHAS. pengs. luvv tutu&linggg
my new crush's suppy. bahahhas. she's so cute i can eat her.
lol. lame. wenta sgn macs wif lingg & partner, crapped den they
came my hse. omg, lingg was so high todae!!!!
she was singing mary poppins all around. very funny lar.
we were ssuper high and retarded
us 3 just rawk the world sia. muahahhahas.
and partner's jealous coz' im sexier than her. +D